357.

ahhhh, life. so. today was wendesday. aka the last day before break. aka the last day of school until the next century. and last blog that includes school... ever. i've kept this going for 357 days. so proud. only 8 left. so, school! 1st period, reviewed for test in math. 2nd period, took said test! i think i did well. 3rd period, JOKE. chem, funny as always. 4th period, JOKE. watched elf and talked with heather :). 5th, lunch, ahhhhh good times always. 6th, study hall, lonely without laura :(! 7th, photo, fun every day. nat and heather :). 8th, global, had to write a damn essay but he shortened it to 2 paragraphs! happy. 9th, JOKE. english, we literally shared embarassing stories the entire period. entertaining. and that was my day! met up with laura after school, went home. cleaned, LOL. whatnot. music. talked about life. got frustrated, didn't go shopping. still have to get my mom something, AHHHH. anyway. 7:30, mama rizzo picked us up and we went to chili's. met up with katrina and heather, unfortunately the other members could not make it :( but it was nice. it wasn't that crazy funny laugh all night kinda of nights out. it was more chill, relaxed, full of discussion. it was perfect. talked about dreams, universe, astrology, etc. it's weird to see how much i have in common with katrina and heather that i didn't know about. kinda really really awesome. after chili's, walked to barnes and noble. sat in the corner, reading dream books and astrology books and talking about life more. stayed until the store closed. wandered to stop and shop, found stephaniesmith! when she left us, we walked over to best buy. the only thing we did was sit on a huge leather couch around an array of plasma screen tv's. it was so relaxing, peaceful, and there is really no way to describe it. but i love those girls, a lot. and the end of tonight showed me that being loud and laughing really hard isn't the only way to have a good time. tonight was really good. perfect. i love the people i surround myself with. katrina left :( and then the 3 remaining left when my dad got there. dropped heather off, then law. my dad is so fucking annoying and put me in a bad mood, but when i pulled up to my house, i saw the lights of the christmas tree shining through my den windows, and smiled. all of my mom's family is here, and i love them. christmas eve in 2 minutes. maybe it'll be good this year. xo.