ahahahahaha. today was a good day. school was okay, even though i woke up late. i hate that. but it wasn't so bad today. let's just talk about how "let's just talk about..." is my new favorite phrase. uhhhhh. LOL. anyway. after school i went to my house to get my camera to take pictures while law did her spanish thing. came back and then we started walking to her house. gina, jess and sammy drove by and pulled over to pick us up :) aw cute! love them. dropped us off at law's, we ate, played with mush, the usual. duh. thennnn we went to go on a walk to take pictures. went towards jake's house and saw her outside, so we told her to come with us. walked down clay pitts to the burned down houses across from hubbs and took 283479 pictures, ahahaaa. i think they came out great :D and i hope raeihle doesn't complain LOL. so that was interesting. then walked back to jake's, said bye and went to law's. ahahaha played with her new mac for a long time, obv you can tell by this picture. we were dying. then we watched tv and i did homework, WOO. ate dinner and then took a million more pictures ahaha. went home around 9. then i studied for math and global tomorrow and now i'm here! awww fun. idkkkk. actually happy with myself for once. sooo i guess, time for more naming.
kristina. it's funny, because i was going to say the same thing to you. i know i do so many things that would make anyone hate me. and sometimes i really feel like you want to kill me. but i appreciate you because you actually stay here. you don't let everything build up and then explode on me because i'm being the bad friend i know i am. that's why you're great. i miss being best friends. i mean, in 8th grade we knew each others life stories. but freshman year sucked for pretty much everyone. we weren't close anymore. i wasn't close with a lot of people. i don't get how i even got by. we both hated high school because of how far it drove everyone apart. you told me bits and pieces of the story every once in a while, and i get why. you couldn't just come out of nowhere and pour your heart out to me, and i'm sorry for that. i wish i could go back in time and make everything okay, for all of us. but now is better. i hope you realize that. i know i have my best friends and you have yours, but i hope you know that when i really say, my best friends, i'm talking about 4 people. you included. things have been changing and will be for a long time but i want us to stay the same. and ps. i'm sorry for that comment. i know i shouldn't disrespect you and your friends. i hope you forgive me.
jordan. i guess i'll just start off by saying that i miss you. i hate that two people can be sososo close, and then stop talking. you meant so much to me. hell, you still do. i'm always gunna care. i know our situation was weird. we let everything else get in the way of our feelings, maybe it was better that way? never know. but the point is, we didn't have to stop talking. i honestly just wish i knew how you've been lately. i know it's hard. actually, i don't know, but i have an idea. there's no way i could know your situation right now. but i wish i did. sometimes i don't know who to call, and you always come into my mind. but i always decide against it. it sucks because you are really a great kid and a great friend. i have a lot to thank you for. come back into my life soon, please? ):
that's a lot of writing for today. i'll stop now. xo.
kristina. it's funny, because i was going to say the same thing to you. i know i do so many things that would make anyone hate me. and sometimes i really feel like you want to kill me. but i appreciate you because you actually stay here. you don't let everything build up and then explode on me because i'm being the bad friend i know i am. that's why you're great. i miss being best friends. i mean, in 8th grade we knew each others life stories. but freshman year sucked for pretty much everyone. we weren't close anymore. i wasn't close with a lot of people. i don't get how i even got by. we both hated high school because of how far it drove everyone apart. you told me bits and pieces of the story every once in a while, and i get why. you couldn't just come out of nowhere and pour your heart out to me, and i'm sorry for that. i wish i could go back in time and make everything okay, for all of us. but now is better. i hope you realize that. i know i have my best friends and you have yours, but i hope you know that when i really say, my best friends, i'm talking about 4 people. you included. things have been changing and will be for a long time but i want us to stay the same. and ps. i'm sorry for that comment. i know i shouldn't disrespect you and your friends. i hope you forgive me.
jordan. i guess i'll just start off by saying that i miss you. i hate that two people can be sososo close, and then stop talking. you meant so much to me. hell, you still do. i'm always gunna care. i know our situation was weird. we let everything else get in the way of our feelings, maybe it was better that way? never know. but the point is, we didn't have to stop talking. i honestly just wish i knew how you've been lately. i know it's hard. actually, i don't know, but i have an idea. there's no way i could know your situation right now. but i wish i did. sometimes i don't know who to call, and you always come into my mind. but i always decide against it. it sucks because you are really a great kid and a great friend. i have a lot to thank you for. come back into my life soon, please? ):
that's a lot of writing for today. i'll stop now. xo.
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