ilfpoggggg today. the starting line and envy tomorrow. life is good. xo.
edit. around 11, tor and i settled on my bed with the maine playing in the backround. decided to have a very thought-provoking conversation. there's a lot of stuff that could be said but i don't want to depress anyone. basically, everyone wants to know what people would do if they died because everyone wants to know they're important and that they make a difference in people's lives. i always feel guilty when i leave someone while fighting with someone. i might never see them again. i could die tomorrow and that's how it would stay. so tonight, i texted 34 people telling them that they are important to me. though it was a mass text, i honestly meant it sincerely to everyone. this was after tor left, and i was just sitting in my bed. i watched as the texts back poured in. eventually, 27 texts back and one phone call. reading the texts honestly made me cry. everyone deserves to know that they are important to people. and i loved seeing people's reactions. besides that, i got ready for tomorrow. SO excited. going with jakers :) ! yayay. need to go to sleep relatively early so i can wake up tomorrow. ohhhh life. only 2 days of this year left? what? better make it amazing.
edit. around 11, tor and i settled on my bed with the maine playing in the backround. decided to have a very thought-provoking conversation. there's a lot of stuff that could be said but i don't want to depress anyone. basically, everyone wants to know what people would do if they died because everyone wants to know they're important and that they make a difference in people's lives. i always feel guilty when i leave someone while fighting with someone. i might never see them again. i could die tomorrow and that's how it would stay. so tonight, i texted 34 people telling them that they are important to me. though it was a mass text, i honestly meant it sincerely to everyone. this was after tor left, and i was just sitting in my bed. i watched as the texts back poured in. eventually, 27 texts back and one phone call. reading the texts honestly made me cry. everyone deserves to know that they are important to people. and i loved seeing people's reactions. besides that, i got ready for tomorrow. SO excited. going with jakers :) ! yayay. need to go to sleep relatively early so i can wake up tomorrow. ohhhh life. only 2 days of this year left? what? better make it amazing.
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