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so today was pretty fun. global final at 8am, i used all of my 2 hours. fun. after, i chilled, and went to dunkin donuts with mike around 2. then we went to jess' and laur finished her chem regents. therefore, she went to my house... which happened to be open. i got home and she was on my computer hahaha. life. anyway. fun times, of course. went on my roof and took pictures. i love sitting out there during the summer. it's so relaxing. anyway. i have to go study majorly for bio. i don't know how i'm gunna pass this. fucking regents. my teacher says she expects 85 or higher... yeah right. need to study so much shit. ugh. anyway. today, i looked at a lot of old pictures. that included a slideshow of all of my 365 pictures. let's just say, i cried. i miss the way things were, even within the past 6 months. i just wish everything was okay. it hurt as i watched so many pictures with you in them pass by. my bestfriend. why are so many things different? i'm sorry we're attached at the hip. i never thought it was a bad thing. i guess we make a lot of people feel shitty. i mean, we do think about our other friends. we really do. i don't know. guess i never was good at being conscious of myself. that really sucks. jafhdsjfksf. i don't know anymore. really don't. i miss so many people. 3 in particular. please, i need you all in my life. more than you know.