today was great so far. woke up and showered, and then cleaned forever. hung out with jordan for a bit in the afternoon. stole his hat, obviously he loves me. it was fun times. came home to a family party? wasn't that fun.....lul yeah. um. i was supposed to go to jakelyn's but she didn't answer me so i don't know if that's happening! but oh well. i'm prepared for a night alone tonight. i'm actually happy about that. i'm really happy in general. shit man, everyone was right. it gets worse before it gets better. my life definitely got a whole lot better. and i'm so happy about that. i'll go do something else now. who knows. i'll most likely write again later to tell you about my night. ahaha. i really have no life. xo.
edit. ahahaha. so i ended up watching tv for a little while. chris texted me around 9 and asked me to go to northport with him and jenn. so they came and picked me up around 9:30, we got pizza and then went. met up with marisa, kyle, joe, meghan and jen. walked around the docks and talked and laughed. got ice cream and talked to random people. always a fun time with them. now it's kinda late. i should go to sleep because i'm mad tired and i have some homework to do tomorrow. it's weird, i feel like school is already over. i'm not even worrying about studying for these 5 tests. maybe i should be. i know i won't do well on them. so, whatever. i'm not stressing right now. anyway. i don't know what to say about this. i'm so fucking happy because of you. i've seen the difference between everyone else and the way you act. and that's why this is so much better. it's that one thing that gets to me. it just makes everything perfect. i really can't describe it but i hope everything works out in the end. i've been bothered by some little thing and i shouldn't be. i won't stress over it. the positives are what's important. you're what's important. goodnight. xo.
edit. ahahaha. so i ended up watching tv for a little while. chris texted me around 9 and asked me to go to northport with him and jenn. so they came and picked me up around 9:30, we got pizza and then went. met up with marisa, kyle, joe, meghan and jen. walked around the docks and talked and laughed. got ice cream and talked to random people. always a fun time with them. now it's kinda late. i should go to sleep because i'm mad tired and i have some homework to do tomorrow. it's weird, i feel like school is already over. i'm not even worrying about studying for these 5 tests. maybe i should be. i know i won't do well on them. so, whatever. i'm not stressing right now. anyway. i don't know what to say about this. i'm so fucking happy because of you. i've seen the difference between everyone else and the way you act. and that's why this is so much better. it's that one thing that gets to me. it just makes everything perfect. i really can't describe it but i hope everything works out in the end. i've been bothered by some little thing and i shouldn't be. i won't stress over it. the positives are what's important. you're what's important. goodnight. xo.
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