too many pictures of me lately. i'm not too entertaining, am i right? i've been enjoying my outfits lately. i actually feel pretty. olul did i really just say that? shcwhatever. um. today was okay. it was humid so my hair curled. that's why it's up now. i've been pretty good about doing all my homework and going to bed around midnight. only 9 more days of my freshman year, holy shit. i can't wait. i really can't take my 5 tests, though. 3 regents and 2 finals. i don't see how i can do well on all of them. monday the 15th ends school. tuesday is math regents. wednesday is global final. thursday is bio regents. monday the 22nd is english final. and tuesday is spanish regents. june 23rd, and i'm done with school. holy shit. this school year sucked a fucking lot and i'm so glad it's coming to an end, honestly. no, i don't have any bullshit reason to go to school. i don't need to go to see my friends. 99.5 percent of people in that school, i dislike. the people that really matter, i'll see all summer. also. this monday i have a people to people meeting. holy shit. i leave in 46 days for europe. at this meeting i think we're getting the flight times and such. it's gunna make me so much more excited to leave. as far as i know, i'm leaving at 4pm on july 18th from JFK. layover in germany and then flying to england. holy shit. england?! and fucking france and italy? this shit's unreal. i took a review quiz in global the other day on the european renaissance. didn't study and got 100. it's definitely because that is my favorite subject in global. i fucking love everything about it. omg i can't. this summer is gunna be amazing. hopefully the friendships i've made are strong enough to carry on all throughout those 2 months. i say that with one person in particular in mind. but it goes for others, as well. dunno. i'm just lovin the weather lately and i'm excited for it to stay like this. anyway. this is keeping me anxious. seriously, every time i think about that moment, my stomach drops. i'm trying not to think about everything that could happen. i just don't want to mess anything up. i've played it out a million times in my head. i know you're definitely not going crazy but that's a girl's job, right? at least i know you care. but yeeeah. i don't think you should let me down, and hopefully i'll think of something to do. if you read this, it'd be obvious. but i'm not one to erase shit i've already written. it's kind of a principal to me. so, whatev. shower time. peace.
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