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today was a good day. i really hate people but it was a fun time. school was shit, whatever. in bio, however, i stayed awake and paid attention, and i actually started remembering everything and i could actually answer the questions she was asking. it felt good. maybe if i study i can actually pull this off. anyway. i came home with laur and soon after, mike, jess and bface came. chrisjung and silliman also came! it was a good time. had a bit of a yearbook party. jungiebunz yearbook is the picture. made it a bit creative to make more room for signatures. laur went home and so did bface. everyone else was around for a while. tried to do my homework but i can't concentrate on that shit anymore. it's 11 and i didn't finish that long ago. i'm starting to take showers in the morning, which is really weird, because i've never been one to do that. oh well, i guess there's always a time to start something. also. i'm really, really glad that some shit was resolved today. it'll make everything a lot easier, believe me. i'm just glad that some people in this world know how to be mature and adult about things. thank you. anyway. i'm glad we talked today. it really made me smile. i guess you just needed a little time. because everything is fine and i love it. ahhhh. so happy when i think about you, seriously. i can't. so um. 3 more days of freshman year. kinda insane. i was writing in mike's yearbook today, how lame, and i realized that our first and last year in school together is almost over. it went too fast. i loved going to school with him. school is gunna suck next year. the seniors and my best friends are what made it slightly enjoyable. i'll miss everyone. anyway. i love nights that are so funny, i'm literally crying while on aim. it's fucking great. i've been writing a shitload of poetry lately and i love it. love to be in that habit. it makes me feel good. i like summing up my life. i guess that's why you're here. so happy with where i am. and i just want school to be over. xo.