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so, today was pretty uneventful. i woke up and showered, and then laur came over. relived that interesting saturday. looked through the yearbook. of course, fun times. um. then got dragged out with my mom. not fun. i love putting homework off until sunday. pahaha. oh well. tomorrow starts the last full week of school... holy shit. it better go quick. these next 2 weeks are gunna be the suckiest 2 weeks in a while. seriously. it just needs to end. anyway. i have a people to people meeting tomorrow and i didn't do any of my work. oops. what the shiiit. oh well. i think i'll live. i can't help how distracted i am. it's because of you and it would be a lot easier if i could concentrate, but then again, you make me happy. really happy. so i guess i don't mind. but i have to get concentrated for the next 2 weeks. we'll see how that goes. also. i learned today that i'm not good at helping people. or at least helping you. i don't know what to say. i don't want to take sides so i just say whatever comes out. i don't want to make you feel shitty but do you realize you do the same thing to me? i'm sorry that you're having all this trouble, i really am. i wish i could help. but i don't know how to. maybe it's something that you need to resolve yourself. between you and him. but right now, you should concentrate on the more important things. getting ready for college, maybe. i know you're stressed so do yourself a favor and stop worrying about everyone else, at least until school ends. please. you're worrying me and you know i care endlessly about you. i wish there was something i could do or say to make this easier. but i'm gunna go now. maybe sleep early. who knows. peace.