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idk. haven't been writing a lot in my blog the past couple days. maybe that means i don't have a lot to say. but right now, you aren't leaving my mind. i haven't seen you in so long and that will change soon, hopefully. i miss you and i still have that feeling about us. isn't it weird how someone can be there for so long, and then just walk back into your life and mean so much more? it's crazy. i'm not going to rush anything though. i've learned from that. i don't know how you feel yet, either. there's obviously something really good between us, though. also, please note that laura rizzo and i are twins. we fucking go through everything at the same time. together. i caaaan't. anyway. maybe i'll write later, but i haven't been doing that lately. should've started my homework hours ago. i'll go do that. xo.

edit. thinking about it. it's been 2 months and i remember every day since then, that has led us up to now. 2 months. it feels like a lifetime. idk. i guess i don't have that much to say. i guess you weren't that special after all. i would say i still love you, because i still care, but did i even love you from the start? anyway. addicted to he is we, thanks to laur. so fucking cute. i can't wait to hug you >:].