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jungie mid-story, wahaha. always a good time. "she would flip a shit! she would flip pancakes and burgers." AND I QUOTE HER ON THAT. ahahaaaa. i love you, chris jung ^_^ so anyway. today was alright, i guess. not too stressed. even though i probably should be. 13 more full days of school. i now know when 2 of my regents are, and 1 of my finals. oh man. should be fun. FUCK. i just realized i have creative writing tomorrow. and that means acting out plays? fuck. hate shit that puts me out of my comfort zone. dnw people acting out a play i wrote. that's weird. i don't even have all my actors yet. why is this the one thing stressing me out? wtf. anyway. i haven't wrote about my actual day in a long time, so i think i'll do that. i woke up at 6:39am, i remember times. got ready and left at 7:11am for school. met up with laura and tracy at 7:18am. jeez, i'm a freak. but i remember. anyway. 1st period was... interesting. my gym class is a fucking freak show. but i just chilled with moira, mason and eric and "played volleyball" ahaha. 8:17 ends 1st. math was stupid shit, practice regents freak me out. stressful. i don't see how i'll pass my math regents. english was shit. i have to write an essay tomorrow for no reason. global was okay. i enjoy that class, actually. didn't really do anything. 5th i have lunch, but i went to the library. i should always do that, i got a lot of work done. 6th was ccc. aka a free period. we never do anything. 7th was spanish. silent work from practice regents all period. at least i don't have any stress about the speaking anymore ^_^ haha. 8th and 9th was bio. fuccck. took a quiz that i didn't know anything about. but i think i did pretty well. i find it funny how in all 3 other academics, i'm already reviewing for finals. but in bio, we haven't even finished learning. ha. another regents i won't do well on. ugh. so much pressure. next year, i'm definitely doing pre-ib english again. not doing pre-ib science again. doing pre-ib spanish. i don't even know what math i'm doing. but global... idk. should i stay in pre-ib? it's a lot of fucking work. especially with everything else. i guess it's worth it in the long run but, hi, i want to have a life outside of school next year. this is kinda bullshit. so anyway. came home with mike, bface and chris jung. fun times. did my bio homework, and now i'm here. um. anyway. i'm glad i did what i did. it's a scary fucking thing. but i wanted you to know everything. but now, it's absolutely killing me that i don't have a reaction. what are you waiting for? did you deliberately do that so you could avoid it? i definitely don't understand. i took a risk and you aren't even acting like you care. if we need to talk so desperately, why aren't you trying? i made a move here. and now it's your turn. i think i'll go take a nap instead of doing my math homework. xo.

oh btw, i love dalaw! :D