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sign for a contest that we might never get around to entering. ha. laur left early and tor left a little while ago. love my best friends. all of them. anyway. i don't know what the fuck i'm doing today. i have plans but i don't feel like working them out. i don't want to feel guilty all night. because i will, and i'll miss you. i don't feel like doing fucking anything today. i don't know. i just have a bad feeling about this weekend. and the week to follow. fuck, i'm just not looking forward to life in general.

edit. it's funny how one person's actions can change your entire attitude. i'm glad that you care, and that you're trying too. thank you for being the forgiving person that you are. sjfkhakjg. i love you bestfriend.