138.

i've realized my pictures aren't too exciting most of the time. but it's still crazy to think that i've come 138 days without missing one. also, i've been in an all time low mood for a while. haven't listened to this song in a long time, so it was nice. so, today was alright, i guess. nothing really happened. typical monday. i got home, did my homework, and then slept for 3 hours. i usually hate doing that, but i've yet to catch up on sleep. i'm pretty much dead every day. 17 more days of actual school left. i want summer, now. i want friends and sun and bathing suits and sleepovers and the ice cream man and no worries. i seriously can't wait. anyway. i think chris jung is right. i am strong. i mean, i don't know. i guess i have to be, yaknow? this should be killing me, but i'm not nearly as distraught as i could be. i guess i care too much about you to be upset. xo.