it is beautiful outside. what am i doing in here? hopefully my plans for today work out. i love my best friends. xo.
edit. haaaa. what a fun day :). so laur came here around 3 and we chilled. left eventually to meet up with tracy and walk to tropical smoothie. got there at 5. ate and whatnot, fun times. i fucking love my best friends more than you know. um. plans with chris jung so we waited there for a while. talked about basically everything and time flew by. chris came around 7:30 and then we went to the mall. hahahahahaha omg. just everything. made fun of people and ate french fries. many things to be noted; almost killing people in that red car, awkward scene kid with moustache, other obnoxious scene kids, grown man with heelies, taking pictures in the bathroom, blasting vanessa carlton, kidnapping nick guiffre from his house, failing at visiting nik, and other shenanigans. i'm forgetting a lot but it was a lot of fun. chris jung dropped me, laur, tracy and nick off at my house. ate more. and then went with everyone to go pick up foo luck, lulz. we get home around 11, and laur's mom comes and picks her and tracy up. mish dem already, of course. i just want to have fun and not worry about stupid bullshit. i don't care about your problems because i have my own. and there might be a very important talk going down tonight, who knows. it's been eating away at me that you care so much and don't know anything. so if you get around to it, maybe it'll happen. i should be trying but i'm just scared. bare with me. anyway. i want you to be the happiest you can be. and i don't know what's going on, nor do i want to pry. but as long as you're happy, i will be, too. this isn't phasing me nearly as much as i thought it would. and that's just amazing. i don't know what else to say. i wish you only the best things in life, because that's what you deserve. xo.
edit 2. i love you a lot and i never really even think about it too much. i care about you more than i care about myself. so i'm not going to go cry myself to sleep because of anything you do. just remember that i will always be here. no matter what happens. and i hope you can find comfort in that.
edit. haaaa. what a fun day :). so laur came here around 3 and we chilled. left eventually to meet up with tracy and walk to tropical smoothie. got there at 5. ate and whatnot, fun times. i fucking love my best friends more than you know. um. plans with chris jung so we waited there for a while. talked about basically everything and time flew by. chris came around 7:30 and then we went to the mall. hahahahahaha omg. just everything. made fun of people and ate french fries. many things to be noted; almost killing people in that red car, awkward scene kid with moustache, other obnoxious scene kids, grown man with heelies, taking pictures in the bathroom, blasting vanessa carlton, kidnapping nick guiffre from his house, failing at visiting nik, and other shenanigans. i'm forgetting a lot but it was a lot of fun. chris jung dropped me, laur, tracy and nick off at my house. ate more. and then went with everyone to go pick up foo luck, lulz. we get home around 11, and laur's mom comes and picks her and tracy up. mish dem already, of course. i just want to have fun and not worry about stupid bullshit. i don't care about your problems because i have my own. and there might be a very important talk going down tonight, who knows. it's been eating away at me that you care so much and don't know anything. so if you get around to it, maybe it'll happen. i should be trying but i'm just scared. bare with me. anyway. i want you to be the happiest you can be. and i don't know what's going on, nor do i want to pry. but as long as you're happy, i will be, too. this isn't phasing me nearly as much as i thought it would. and that's just amazing. i don't know what else to say. i wish you only the best things in life, because that's what you deserve. xo.
edit 2. i love you a lot and i never really even think about it too much. i care about you more than i care about myself. so i'm not going to go cry myself to sleep because of anything you do. just remember that i will always be here. no matter what happens. and i hope you can find comfort in that.
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