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first off. it's sunday. dnw. but guess what that is ... the camera i've been saving up for, for over a year. and i got it today. i'm basically dying. nikon d40. slr. i can't wait to buy different lenses. i'm dying, it's so nice. this picture was taken with my (now) old camera. and it will be the last one taken with that one. get ready for much better pictures. i'm so excited. anyway. the words "i'm sorry" mean you have sorrow for what you did and you won't do it again. so as you can see they are used very loosely and don't mean too much. even from me. i will do it again and you and i both know it. of course, i would never put it in front of you. never. but you don't seem to believe that by any means. your friends are wrong and what they said about me isn't true. i don't know why you would choose to believe them over me. what you are isn't what you always are, despite what they said. you'll never read this so i'll be blunt (ha). i will do it again. if it becomes that much of a problem, i'll stop but until then you have to trust me. i'm fine. but now i'm not afraid. not afriad to be hurt because i can handle it. but can you?

never trust someone who kisses with their eyes open.