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i don't really have a story for you today. i'm happy despite the crying and still trying to figure out how that could be. i figured out a way to explain the crying part, at least. sometimes you have to cry for no reason, to make up for all the times you wanted to cry and didn't. makes sense. either way, i'm way happy right now. today i discovered that life isn't about worrying about what you're doing with your future and how you plan on getting there. nothing will happen if you don't take action but everything that's meant to happen will. that's what fate is for, right? everything happens for a reason. i believe that. i've been stressin about life lately and it's just stupid. i'll work hard for what i want but i want have a heart attack over it, yaknow? i feel like i never say things right on here. oh well. i have my interview for people to people tomorrow at the library. i need my questionaire and 3 letters of recommendations and to make a good impression on this lady. i'd die if i didn't get in. wish me luck. xo.