Tuesday, March 3, 2009

62.



shoooo, this came in the mail today. april 09 issue. it will be my last for the subscription, which was free by the way. i need to renew it ahaha. anyway. today was okay. snow is not fun to walk in though. school day went by fast, like it has been lately. awesome. also, my stomach dropped 21385721 times today, both for good and bad reasons. (more for good.) i now know what it's like to freak out completely. the thing is, a lot of them happened at the same time for different reasons. so idk. but whatever. simply; i don't know what to do. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to do. about any of this. i'm caught in between you two. i don't know what i'm doing, but i sure as hell know what i want. i need some serious thinking before i do what i need to do. whatever that may be. wow. they just both disappointed me at the same time. asfjghaksjfa. i don't know. that seems to be a reoccuring theme. now, if you'll excuse me. i haven't eaten in 9 hours ... for some reason. so yeeeep. goodnight.

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