idk. idc. this fits my mood right now. click for better quality. ugh idek. i feel guilty and stupid and i don't even know. i have to mess EVERYTHING up, right? jfc. a good thing happens to me, an amazing thing, and i don't even know how to react. i'm too uptight and caught up in my own problems and i'm sick of it. why can't i just be with you without being afraid? i'm hurting myself at this point. i think out things way too much. why can't i just let something be, for what it is? why do i need to anylyze every single fucking thing that happens to me? i don't want to mess this up and i probably already have. i regret it. ugh this is stupid. i don't know what to do. i don't even care about school anymore. why the fuck am i turning back into who i used to be. i hate this. why the fuck am i like this.
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