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today is a monumental day. commack schools has a snow day! it's snowing sooo much, it has been since last night. atleast a foot out there. almost my entire outdoor firepit is covered. oh man. today has been fun, i guess? ahahaha life. i wish i could go outside and take pictures! but my camera would get wet and so would i. oh well. maybe we'll have another snow day tomorrow! and maybe i'll write later :). hehe byeeee.

edit. i don't know what to do with guys anymore. between these 3 i don't even know what i'm doing. i say stupid things to all of them. only one of them i actually genuinely like. i don't want to fuck things up and i already kinda did. idk. 1. i don't know why i still talk to you. it's just preventing you from forgetting me. 2. i don't know why i always make mistakes when dealing with you. if this happens.. i don't know. i really don't. there will probably be some sort of consequence, especially in my own mind. i'll never live this down. 3. i'm talking to you right now. i don't want to fuck up things with you, because i really think something good could be in the works right now. i think i really like you. and it's perfect. let's see where this goes. ps. i don't know why i write here. i can't use names. i'll leave that to my journal. good night, wish me luck walking to school in the SNOW tomorrow. xo.