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so, today was fun :). i woke up around 11 and read an article in a magazine about brad pitt :D. then, i was texting tor and we decided to go to the movies. i took a shower and blowdried my hair and then watched fight club with my brother ... forth time in 2 days ... :D i'm great. ok ok and then at 3, tor and laura came here and we went to elwood and saw coraline. all i have to say is that the people who made that must've been SO FUCKING HIGH. omg it was ridiculous. how is that a children's movie? i would shit myself if i was a kid. anyway, now we're here on the computer being stupid :). ayayayay best franz! okay bye!

edit. so tonight, i've been thinking about how much i've changed over the course of a year. i've learned so much. been hurt and been healed. gotten new perspectives on life. had regrets and then thought about them and didn't regret them anymore. so many people have come and gone and each one has effected me in a way. i feel like i'm so different, yet still the same in all the right places. i mean, i know i'm not perfect, i could never be, but i feel like things have changed for me. in the best way possible. last year, i barely even cared about my exsistance. that was such a scary time. again, "i'm ready to love everything because i've found the people worth failing with." seriously, the people in my life right now are the best thing i could ever ask for. thank you for making me who i am, a better person. even when i'm not. xo.