Wednesday, October 21, 2009

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hahahahahahahahahaha, i love photo.

edit. awww, cute. i'm tired of writing about my day. they're never exciting, anyway. well, happy birthday best friend! jakelyn rose cruciani :) aww! felt like a retard carrying a huge spongebob balloon, a crown, a ribbon and a huge card to school today. but whatev. glad she actually carried it around like she promised! yeah, today was interesting. and i also became more aware of my heartless...ness. i honestly don't give a fuck if people know i don't like them. cool. i'm glad. what we're doing is just funny to me. i don't have a conscience when it comes to this stuff, and i guess that could be bad, but ahahaha, fuck it. honestly. ANYWAYS. reading old blogs again today. mainly the month of april. for the same reason as always, duh. well anyway. it made me realize how amazing this year is. i talked about how much i dreaded school. how i didn't even want to get out of bed in the morning. guess what? i have not cried once of stress, this entire school year. because i'm not anymore. how fucking awesome is this? haaaaa. life is so good. well, besides one thing. and you know this is for you. i don't know why things are weird right now. it's understandable to be pissed but it really doesn't matter that much, yaknow? c'mon, we're best friends. i don't know how we can just NOT be talking to each other. i don't know if you're suffering as much as me (and her) but yeah. it's not okay. we're so much better than this, and you know it. i love you a lot. and i miss you. alsooo, talked to loma on the phone for a while tonight, that was very nice! i enjoy long conversations on the phone, if you didn't know. sew entertaining~* yaknow! yaaaay. k well, i don't have anything interesting to say anymore. bye (:

ps. amor vincit omnia.

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