280.

ohay. kiana took this! 1st and 2nd period trigonometry is brutal. the only reason i can deal with it is because of nat and kiana. duh. my outfit was weird today but hwatever. and yes, i meant to spell it like that. today was pretty boring. it's really great to say that school is good, though. ahhhh. after school, stalled forever and then went to the doctor. cool. i'm so sick. my voice is back pretty much, though. ohmygod, why am i telling you about my pointless life? ugh. stalling my last part of homework now. eh. well anyway, ventin' time. 1. you're such an asshole now. why has so much changed? i honestly don't even want to see you anymore. by the time you come around, i'll be long gone. 2. idk what to do with you. i mean, you're my friend, nothing mroe at this point. you need a little more self confidence, let me just say. but idk. you gotta be patient. maybe nothing is happening now but you never know. 3. the relationship we have kind of makes me happy. it's funny. if i need you, you're there. always. it's great that i don't have to think about all the bullshit of the past anymore. we're good right where we are.

Tell me, does she look at you the way I do? Try to understand the words you say and the way you move? Does she get the same big rush when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me, am I crazy or is this more than a crush?

good thing that doesn't apply to anyone anymore.