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best hoodie. wore it today for my boys. anyway, i don't care about today. like, i really don't. i don't have anything to say anymore. school is alright, it's always gunna be like that. not a lot of homework, ever. at least that's good. but i can't keep my mind from going back to you. i don't know how you can sit there and try to erase me from your life. this, believe me, this was the worst way to do it. it hurts the most. i don't care if you're busy. i don't care if you have work. i don't care about your excuses anymore. why couldn't you just be up front with me? god, i though you were mature enough to do that. at this rate, we won't even be friends anymore. fuck it fuck it fuck it. bye.

edit. shit. going to the hospital. ICU. please be okay. please?

edit 2. everything is okay but my head is a mess right now. idk. you don't understand, i don't know what to say to that. whatever. let's drop it. you. you have some fucking nerve. ignoring me, what is that going to do? that hurts worse. it really does. i'm gunna stop bitching, though. you'll miss me. xo.