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didn't really do too much today. idk. today's picture was for my photo assignment. "a self portrait revealing something about yourself." idk. one of the few pictures i actually liked. i also wrote "heartless" under my eyes in eyeliner HAHAHAHA because it's so true. anyway. in the morning i got tropical smoothie, yum. then idk... i was doing my hair to do my photo assignment and blasting music so i didn't hear anything else. my mom came into my room and said there was an ambulance here for my great grandma, holy shit my stomach dropped. she lives with me, btw. obviously. but yeah. scary shit. her room's upstairs and she was on a stretcher so idk how they managed to get her downstairs. but yeah. it wasn't SERIOUS serious but she is like, 92. so. and she's still in the hospital. i cleaned and then my mom, mike and i went to huntington hospital to see her. a lot of my family was there. she's doing okay, i guess. i hope she gets better. xo.

edit. we never talk, period. i'm done caring. but don't you dare fucking say you love me ever again, when we both know that's clearly untrue. i miss how it used to be. goddamnit.