hey there. today was mucho fun. woke up, cleaned, ate, cleaned, showered, got ready. then david picked me up and we went to the mall. fun car rides, always. and whatnot. love himmm. after we left the mall, we went to gina's to chill with her and andrew. always a good time with us 4. left around 7:30pm. now i'm home getting stuff ready and getting packed. sleeping at tor's tonight with laura because the scene aesthetic is tomorrow. hooooshit, i cannot wait. this is going to be amazing. first time in the city with just ze bestfriends. and seeing amazing fucking people. so excited. leaving soon. details later. ps, birthday in 2 days! woo :)!
edit. disregard that whole "sleeping at tor's" thing. everyone is a fucking asshole. i don't even care to get into it. worst night i've had in a long, long time. my entire face burns and my head is pounding from crying so much. i love that it doesn't matter what i'm crying about, the fact that i'm crying makes me selfish. sorry? nothing is working out. honestly. i'm still seeing ze boys tomorrow... not as much as i'd like to, but i hope tor and law have fun at the hangout. clearly i am in no way deserving to go. zero freedom, because of paranoid, controlling fucks. oh, i mean parents. so much for firsts. and so much for an awesome birthday present.
edit. disregard that whole "sleeping at tor's" thing. everyone is a fucking asshole. i don't even care to get into it. worst night i've had in a long, long time. my entire face burns and my head is pounding from crying so much. i love that it doesn't matter what i'm crying about, the fact that i'm crying makes me selfish. sorry? nothing is working out. honestly. i'm still seeing ze boys tomorrow... not as much as i'd like to, but i hope tor and law have fun at the hangout. clearly i am in no way deserving to go. zero freedom, because of paranoid, controlling fucks. oh, i mean parents. so much for firsts. and so much for an awesome birthday present.
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