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edit. i guess i'll start with yesterday. laura and i met up half way at maybe 5, and decided it was nice and i had my camera so we went on a walk. we called tracy to see if she could hang out since we were walking towards her and we had plans. we met up and chilled for a bit. i called my brother to pick us up because it was getting dark. after a while he didn't show up so we decided to start walking. he texted me when we were halfway there that mike korb was gunna pick us up. so the three of us went to my house for a second, and then went to nik's. great times, great music, great laughs and great people. always a fun time. i went home around midnight. so today, was better than i expected. i mean, it is a sunday. i did all my homework but basically procrastinated my project that's due tomorrow until about 6. laura came over and we did it together. she left at 9 and i finished around 11:30. it's 12:45 right now, by the way. i don't think i'll get much sleep tonight because of this. i've been thinking. overthinking and overanlyzing. i'm making myself crazy to the point where i don't even know what to do except cry. no one gets it. i feel so distant. it seems so trivial to everyone else. but you are my world.
edit 2. But I could tell from the beginning, it was meant to be, and it may not seem quite perfect but it seems so right to me. And I don't want to push you into anything, cause I want the best for you, I just can't stand the thought of you with someone new. You got a smile that could light up a whole room, and when I see it I can't seem to get my eyes off you. Cause you complete me in so many ways, I wish I could explain, I guess I'd say you're like the sun that breaks through all my rainy days. it's 1:30am and i won't be getting much sleep tonight. old habits die hard. could i really be falling back into this?
edit. i guess i'll start with yesterday. laura and i met up half way at maybe 5, and decided it was nice and i had my camera so we went on a walk. we called tracy to see if she could hang out since we were walking towards her and we had plans. we met up and chilled for a bit. i called my brother to pick us up because it was getting dark. after a while he didn't show up so we decided to start walking. he texted me when we were halfway there that mike korb was gunna pick us up. so the three of us went to my house for a second, and then went to nik's. great times, great music, great laughs and great people. always a fun time. i went home around midnight. so today, was better than i expected. i mean, it is a sunday. i did all my homework but basically procrastinated my project that's due tomorrow until about 6. laura came over and we did it together. she left at 9 and i finished around 11:30. it's 12:45 right now, by the way. i don't think i'll get much sleep tonight because of this. i've been thinking. overthinking and overanlyzing. i'm making myself crazy to the point where i don't even know what to do except cry. no one gets it. i feel so distant. it seems so trivial to everyone else. but you are my world.
edit 2. But I could tell from the beginning, it was meant to be, and it may not seem quite perfect but it seems so right to me. And I don't want to push you into anything, cause I want the best for you, I just can't stand the thought of you with someone new. You got a smile that could light up a whole room, and when I see it I can't seem to get my eyes off you. Cause you complete me in so many ways, I wish I could explain, I guess I'd say you're like the sun that breaks through all my rainy days. it's 1:30am and i won't be getting much sleep tonight. old habits die hard. could i really be falling back into this?
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