so todaaaay is the last day of break ): and my plans kinda failed a bit. but ohwell. i'm here wif dalaw and fooooog and yeah. love my best friends a lot. dnw to go back to school tomorrow but hopefully things with you will be different now, better :) ahaha okay bye!
edit. shit man. i really can't handle school tomorrow. i'm not ready for this stress. not now and not ever. i mean, i did all my homework and shit but i barely worked on my projects, and i'll regret that. shit. idunno. but anyway. i don't even know how to begin. i haven't been in this situation in a long time. i don't even remember the last time. "Who could deny these butterflies?" it's true. i feel like such an idiot because i always believed that no one could ever fall for someone in such a short period of time. i'm not saying i'm in love but the feeling that you give me is the one i've been waiting for. you're the one i've been waiting for. they say kids don't know much about love and i always thought that was wrong. i know it's so cliche but i really don't know what to write because i cannot put it into words. if i could have anything in the world, it would be you. forever. i promised myself that i'd be careful and i'm trying to be. it would be absolutely horrible to rush something on you that you don't want. we need to get close and go from there, and i know that. it's killing me to wait, but for you, i'd obtain all the patience in the world. i will give it however long i need to. because you are worth every second. tears of happiness come now. these thoughts seem lame to everyone but me. but who the fuck cares? "now you HAVE a reason to go to school." i guess that's true. school is the shittiest thing ever but when your eyes meet mine, it's all worth it.
edit 2. it's honestly really good to know you care enough to read this. this is why you're my favorite out of his friends. i hope you know this is for you. thank you.
edit. shit man. i really can't handle school tomorrow. i'm not ready for this stress. not now and not ever. i mean, i did all my homework and shit but i barely worked on my projects, and i'll regret that. shit. idunno. but anyway. i don't even know how to begin. i haven't been in this situation in a long time. i don't even remember the last time. "Who could deny these butterflies?" it's true. i feel like such an idiot because i always believed that no one could ever fall for someone in such a short period of time. i'm not saying i'm in love but the feeling that you give me is the one i've been waiting for. you're the one i've been waiting for. they say kids don't know much about love and i always thought that was wrong. i know it's so cliche but i really don't know what to write because i cannot put it into words. if i could have anything in the world, it would be you. forever. i promised myself that i'd be careful and i'm trying to be. it would be absolutely horrible to rush something on you that you don't want. we need to get close and go from there, and i know that. it's killing me to wait, but for you, i'd obtain all the patience in the world. i will give it however long i need to. because you are worth every second. tears of happiness come now. these thoughts seem lame to everyone but me. but who the fuck cares? "now you HAVE a reason to go to school." i guess that's true. school is the shittiest thing ever but when your eyes meet mine, it's all worth it.
edit 2. it's honestly really good to know you care enough to read this. this is why you're my favorite out of his friends. i hope you know this is for you. thank you.
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