Monday, September 21, 2009

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webcam fun today. top pictures are from after school, laur came here for a little. bottom is the first ilfpog oovoo! lmfao, so fucking funny. seriously. my days are so great lately. fuck all that little shit, i don't care anymore. i'm happy, and that's the end of it. i spent less than an hour on all my homework today. granted, i did leave my english textbook in school, so i couldn't do that homework, but still. this is so fucking great. i'm never stressed anymore. school is actually completely awesome this year. the only classes i dread are math and chem. and that's only 3 periods. so whateverrrr. i can deal with that, definitely. sitting here and listening to a rocket to the moon. really good mood. its been like that lately. despite anything. ahhhh. only thing that's bothering me is that we aren't as close as we used to be. i don't know if it's because you started school, have to balance that and work, and everything, but i really don't like it. i miss when you actually had time to sit down and talk to me. spend time and hang out with me. isn't that what we're here for? you've been here the longest for me and no one could ever replace you. i hope you're not as stressed as you seem, and if you are, i want you to talk to me about it. lately, you haven't been the nicest to me. and everyone has those little stages. but i just can't wait for this one to be over. i need you back, i love you a lot and i hope things improve. alsoooo; you'll probably never know this is for you, BUT. you may think you're better than me, but you're not, because i'm happy. at least i'm fucking happy. ha. so, i gotta study for chem at some point tonight.... fun. idk. whatever, it's pretty easy so far. oh! almost forgot. TAI's new EP, lost in pacific time, comes out tomorrow! from what i've heard, it's fucking amazing. buy it. bye! xo.

edit. woah. too much feeling at once. i miss you. a lot. i really hope you're not a douche like everyone else. i've said it before, and i'll say it again. i hope i'm not wasting my time.

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