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rapist picture? oh, laura. WELL, really fucking glad that it's the weekend. seriously, school? ugh. so this morning i decided to be retarded, it was quite an ~emergency~ i gotta say. LOL late to first period. oh well. i feel like going through my sched, because i haven't before. today was day 3. so first was math.... fucking fun. i'm ALREADY confused. really? definitely a good sign. after math was double chem. that's really fun, too. my class is mad obnoxious, i hate boys in my grade. GROW UP. screaming penis when the teacher walks out of the room is evidently not that funny, actually. so... yeah. 4th is spanish. a little bit excited for this class, actually. it's definitely gunna be different from my 3 other years of spanish. and my teachers mad chill. so that's gooood. it's a weird course because the school's retarded. so a majority of people in the class are juniors. oh. welllll, 5th is lunch! still need to work out meeting up but oh well. waited at kristina's locker for like 10 minutes LOL. finally went to lunch, sat with jake and connor. then katrina and kristina came! seni0r cafeteria~ LOL life. lunch with alla them is so much fun, seriously. hahahaha. 6th i had gym. fun? don't really know anyone there, i can already tell it won't be a fun time. i miss gym in 8th grade, that was the fucking besttt. today, all we did was get our locks and pick our lockers. fun shit. 7th wassss. uh. photo! fucking best class of the day. sit with natalie and heather, and in the same order as science with lena in 8th :) hahaha. too fucking funny, alla us. this is gunna be a great class, wish it was full year, like it used to be! raeihle ~enjoyed~ the 10 pictures i brought in, yayyy! i'm so glad i have a pro photographer for a teacher, i barely learned ANYTHING in intro. excited. after 7th is always interesting... haha. walked with nat to 8th, global. OBNOXIOUS CLASS, i really dislike it. stone is okay, so far? kind of annoying but whatever. i like global so i'll make the best of it. btw, first homework of the year and i didn't do it, LOL. my life. 9th is english. definitely the best possible way to end the day. heathahhh is in my class, and my teacher is fucking great. he's one of those really chill, discreet literature nerds. and it's awesome. he's really nice tooooo ha. idk if it's just because i'm only 3 days in, but things are actually seemingly positive so far. as long as a don't get a shitload of work, this year will be great. seriously. i hope dropping the IB shit paid off, and i can actually enjoy my life. got home from school, chilled, did a little homework. then mama ahhhh came home and we went to go see "all about steve." prob one of the most original movies evar. it's really good, dw. especially the ending :). soooo after this i'll prob go finish my math hw, because i have nothing else to do. xo.

ps. hopefully, this time, you're telling the truth. that'd be lovely. <3

edit. just read through a lot of blogs from last year. holy shit. things have changed so, so much. so much that it's unbelievable. i was so fucking unhappy. now, there's really no reason to be. i'm upset sometimes, yeah, everyone. but at least, in general, i'm happy. i feel like my blogs have lost their depth. whuttttt. i should try to fix that. sooo, what am i feeling? hm. well. i just need to say that 2 different groups of friends mixed is really awkward. dnw it. not that i act differently, but i don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable / left out. whyyyyy, this is so random. also; i'm really sick. that's prettttty cute. oh man. i still wonder if anyone reads this, LOL. idk. i'm done. peace.