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click to enlarge. basically, bryce has been tweeting all day about various things. his album, tour, answering people's question, etc. dw :). well anyway. i'm starting to think this year will be a lot better than last year. i like my classes and teachers a lot more. and idk if it's just because i haven't been in school long, but i'm in no way overloaded with work. it's pretty sweet. ngl, i'm kind of excited to present my summer reading project tomorrow. woo? well anyway. pictures are also tomorrow.... hmm, what to wear? no ideas yet. either a flannel or v-neck i guess? meh. i gotta decide. not really a lot to talk about today. i hope this school year continues this way :) <3.

ps. i really want to put in my 0g's.

edit. i wish i said more meaningful things here. this was on my mind today. i've been thinking that i only feel this way because it's a nice feeling to have. i feel like i'm settling. maybe that's not the case at all. but i feel like i'm waiting and waiting and will be disappointed in the end. i don't know what i'm waiting for anymore. i think about it and i have trouble thinking of a positive outcome. that really upsets me. i don't think my mind is playing tricks on me when i say i want us. but is that really ever gunna happen? i just don't see it anymore. don't get me wrong, i like you. but am i wasting my time? that's what it seems like. i don't want to bother you with this shit, and that's definitely not the best attitude to have. but idk. effort needs to come from 2 people. the girl always waits for the boy, so maybe that's unfair of me to say. i'm so stubborn. but i am trying. damn, i'm a hypocrite sometimes. i don't know what to try for anymore. ughughugh. i need to see you. and know what i'm feeling. and you say you want to see me, too. i'm sorry, but words don't mean much to me until they are backed up by actions. i know you're busy. but 3 months, really? i don't think i ever want you reading this but if you do by some chance, oh well. i don't exactly want to be confronted. just take action. well. dave melillo on repeat. seems to fit. xo.

At the end of every hard earned day, people find some reason to believe.