first blog. i've always tried these things but never really stuck to them. i think this time will be different.
lately i've been thinking so much about bryce avary. and it's not like any other thing i've ever experienced. it's not just loving another guy in some band. it's appreciating how much one human being can affect my life. i was listening to "christmas present" before, and he sang this... "so hey, listen up friend, good news is coming, soon is the end of all the world's troubles and all of it's sin." and i just sat there and cried. because never before had i actually throughly thought about that line, and what it meant. and it just clicked. everything. i can't even begin to comprehend what he means to me, and i could go on for hours. when i was with him in jersey 2 weeks ago, i was talking to him and said "you really are my favorite person in the world," and then i realized something. by just saying that, he could never really understand how true it is. he could never understand how much he has affected my life. he's helped me regain faith in society. regain faith in god. regain faith in everything. i absorb every word he writes and sings, and it just clicks with me. like, there's no other way to explain it other than the lyrics themselves. like in the song, "a song is not a buisness plan," the spoken part in the middle of the song (it's kind of hard to hear).... "honest and real; what happened to having something to say? where is the purpose? what happened? you made this all become about nothing. this song is not a business plan. we're losing hope in the world. create something you love. follow the formulas. what does it take? say what you mean, & not because someone else said it, but because it's what you feel..." like, there is no other way to say that. and i just feel like he expresses everything so perfectly and i can't even describe it. every time i think about him, his music, his passion, i just want to cry. it's all so ... right. the right time, the right words, the right man. it's perfect. i'm done for now. bye (:
lately i've been thinking so much about bryce avary. and it's not like any other thing i've ever experienced. it's not just loving another guy in some band. it's appreciating how much one human being can affect my life. i was listening to "christmas present" before, and he sang this... "so hey, listen up friend, good news is coming, soon is the end of all the world's troubles and all of it's sin." and i just sat there and cried. because never before had i actually throughly thought about that line, and what it meant. and it just clicked. everything. i can't even begin to comprehend what he means to me, and i could go on for hours. when i was with him in jersey 2 weeks ago, i was talking to him and said "you really are my favorite person in the world," and then i realized something. by just saying that, he could never really understand how true it is. he could never understand how much he has affected my life. he's helped me regain faith in society. regain faith in god. regain faith in everything. i absorb every word he writes and sings, and it just clicks with me. like, there's no other way to explain it other than the lyrics themselves. like in the song, "a song is not a buisness plan," the spoken part in the middle of the song (it's kind of hard to hear).... "honest and real; what happened to having something to say? where is the purpose? what happened? you made this all become about nothing. this song is not a business plan. we're losing hope in the world. create something you love. follow the formulas. what does it take? say what you mean, & not because someone else said it, but because it's what you feel..." like, there is no other way to say that. and i just feel like he expresses everything so perfectly and i can't even describe it. every time i think about him, his music, his passion, i just want to cry. it's all so ... right. the right time, the right words, the right man. it's perfect. i'm done for now. bye (:
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